Saturday, May 24, 2008
it sucks.seriously sucks big time.it hurts,it hurts big time.omg,wad is happening.no matter wad,i still believe that someday,you and me we will stand strong tgth at the end of time.
have no mood to continue.till then,love u.
babylove,husaini.
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Wednesday, May 07, 2008
NEVER HURT THE ONE U LOVE MOST.I LEARNT A VERY BIG LESSON AFTER I'VE HURT SOMEONE WHO I LOVE VERY MUCH.SHE WAS SO HURT BY MY ACTIONS THAT I SAW TEARS IN HER EYES.THE FEELING IS SO SUCKY TO SEE SOMEONE U LOVE CRY OR EVEN SHED A TEAR.
BABYLOVE,I'VE MADE PROMISES TO U,SOME CONCERNING THE PRESENT AND LOTS CONCERN OUR FUTURE.I SERIOUSLY WANNA FULFILL MY PROMISES TO U.THOSE ARE NOT EMPTY PROMISES,I'M 20 AND WILL BE 21 EARLY NEXT YEAR.I KNOW HOW TO THINK.I'M NOT LIKE SOME YOUNG PUNK WHICH I WAS LAST TIME.THE PROMISES WHICH I PROMISE U MIGHT SOUND MUSHY WHEN I SAID IT,BUT I SAID IT WITH FULL OF LOVE AND IT CAME FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.SOME MIGHT SAY THINGS IN A SWEET TALK MANNER BUT FOR ME,I REALLY MEAN WHAT I SAID.
LIKE I'VE TOLD U,THE WORD 'I LOVE U' WILL NOT HAVE ANYMORE MEANING WHEN I SAY IT TO OTHER GIRLS IN THE FUTURE AND I DON'T WISH TO SAY IT TO ANY OTHER GIRLS BUT U.I WILL SAY IT FOR THE SAKE OF SAYING CAUSE I'M IN LOVE WITH U AND I DON'T WANT TO SAY 'I LOVE U' TO ANYONE ELSE WITH THE SAME FEEL AS I HAD FOR U.
SOMETIMES PPL PAY FOR THEIR ACTIONS.SOME GO TO JAIL.SOME GET KILLED AND FOR ME,I'M JUS WAITING FOR MY TURN.SOME PPL BELIEVE IN KARMA AND I HAVE TO ADMIT IT,I BELIEVE IN IT TOO.BUT FOR MY CASE,I'M JUS WAITING FOR IT TO HAPPEN TO ME.AND I KNOW WHEN IT HAPPEN,I WILL NOT LIKE IT AND I WILL BE HURT TOO.BUT I THINK THAT IS MY JUS REWARD FOR THE THINGS WHICH I DID AND IN PARTICULAR,HURTING U,THE GIRL WHO I LOVE VERY MUCH.MAYB THE CAUSE OF THE RUNS WHICH I HAVE NOW IS SOME KIND OF PUNISHMENT?WHO KNOWS.
WHEN I'M EXPRESSING MYSELF NOW,I AM CLUELESS ABOUT WHAT U ARE DOING.WATCHING TV?ON UR BED?OR MAYB CURSING ME BUT 1 THING IS FOR SURE,U ARE TAKING TIME OUT TO CALM URSELF DOWN CAUSE THAT IS WAD U TOLD ME.I DON'T BLAME U FOR BEING ANGRY,CAUSE I'VE HURT U AND I KNOW I MADE U REALLY REALLY DISAPPOINTED IN ME CAUSE I DID THE WRONG THING.
BABYLOVE,I WILL NVR EVER DARE TO DO THINGS WHICH WILL HURT U EVER AGAIN.LIKE I SAID TO U BEFORE,I REALLY WANT US TO WORK AND IF POSSIBLE,GO ALL THE WAY.LIKE MY GOOD BRO,JACKIE AND FIONA(but of course not like them exactly.hope u know what i'm saying)U ARE MY BABYLOVE AND THE FACT THAT U ARE MY BABYLOVE,IT WILL NVR EVER CHANGE.WE'RE A PART ON 17 JANUARY 2008 AND THE ONLY THING WHICH WILL MAKE US APART IS DEATH.
WHENEVER U LISTEN TO SONGS AND WOULD SING TO ME SOME OF THE MEANINGFUL LYRICS,IT SERIOUSLY MAKE ME VERY HAPPY EVENTHOUGH ITS FROM A SONG AND NOT U.BUT STILL,ITS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS.FOR EXAMPLE,
NICOLE SCHERZINGER,BABYLOVE: You're Special, Boy It's Your, Your StyleWe So In Love (Lalalalalaaa)Yeeeah We So In Love LalalalalalaaAnd I Just Can't Get EnoughOf Your Lalala LoveYeah Thats All I'm Thinking OfLove, I Want You To KnowYou Are My Baby Love My Baby LoveYou Make The Sun Come UpOhh Boy (Ohh Boy)You're My Every Everything That I Could Ever Dream OfYou Are My Baby Love My Baby LoveYou Make The Sun Come UpOhh Boy (Ohh Boy)You're My Every Everything That I Could Ever Dream OfYou Are My Baby Love My Baby LoveYou Make The Sun Come UpOhh Boy (Ohh Boy)You're My Every Everything That I Could Ever Dream OfYou Are My Baby Love My Baby LoveYou Make The Sun Come UpOhh Boy (Ohh Boy)You're My Every Every Every Everything
GRAIG DAVID,UNBELIEVABLE: It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go, Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall. I feel like you've always been, Forever a part of me.
BABYLOVE,I'M ALWAYS THINKING BOUT U AND WHENEVER U ARE NOT WITH ME,I MISS U BADLY.JUS LIKE NOW.I MISS U AND I LOVE U VERY MUCH BABYLOVE.PLEASE FORGIVE ME AND LETS START THINGS ALL OVER AGAIN.LEAVE THE PAST AND THE BAD MEMORIES,WE'LL JUS TAKE THE GOOD AND MEMORABLE ONES AND LIVE IN OUR OWN WORLD.I LOVE U SAMANTHA BABYLOVE.
LOTS OF LOVE
YOUR BABY,HUSAINI.
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