And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child,
Friday, April 28, 2006
argh..damn fuck man..this morning receive a bad news..khairi called me this morning,he was like'eh u know Luqman right,our ex student?'i was like 'ya,y?'he went'he passed away.this morning.early morning he was involved in a motorcycle accident'..i was like fucking shit..although we are not closed,but still,he is a fren of mine..we used to be quite close during our sec sch days..argh,losing a fren is always a shit..but god loves him and may he rest in peace..take care...
turnbacktime ;; 11:52 PM
so this morning went to play for derricks team again..i tot it was the usual game..like jus to help out as there are not enough ppl..but it turn out that im gonna play for them..haha...so another jersy with 11..yea..haha...the match was a draw..and i miss all kinds of chances..omg..all kinds..cant even whack the ball properly..hai...later there is another match..at st wilfred..so its like,morning match and at night match..haha..shiok man..total work out..den tmrw morning play street soccer..soccer mania man..i like..
turnbacktime ;; 11:52 PM
so yest was friday and guess wad?im at hiome again..damn boring la...argh..today is saturday and most prolly im at home..argh..i wanna go out..too tired to skate...later got the chealsea vs manchester match..haha..at least can watch..gonna get some tidbits later..mayb if i really got nth to do den im headung to a friends house or wad..its damn boring..wondering when is the next time im going clubbing..haha..most prolly on edwins birthday..haha..20 yr old guy..u are old already la edwin..hahahaha...
turnbacktime ;; 11:52 PM
Its going down tonight in this townCause they stare and growlThey all stare and growlI take a scar everytime i cryCause it aint my style no it aint my styleGoing down to the gravel head to the barrelTake this life and end this struggleLos Angeles come scam me pleaseEmptiness never sleeps at Cliftons 6 amWith your bag lady friend and your mind descendingStripped of the right to be a human in controlIts warmer in hell so down we goThey say this is the cityThe city of angelsAll i see is dead wingsIts a ghost town rabid underworldDionysian night vitriolic twilight
A mirage comes up it never endsOnce you get burnt youre never the sameLeft behind erased from timeAint no decency in being boxed up aliveLook around aint no R.I.P. signs hereWe dont rest in peaceWe just disappearSo here we are Los AngelesNo angels singing in your valley of uneaseI watch the sun roll down the pacificOver hookered sunset stripTheres a black moon tonightAint shining down on the western neon lightsThey say this is the cityThe city of angelsAll i see is nothing
turnbacktime ;; 11:52 PM
Thursday, April 20, 2006
so all my frens are like on their way to sch or something and here i am blogging at home..haha..its 1025 and my class start at 11..im late..hahaha...nvr do hm wk so go late better..its like work all the way..den mon got hm wk and test..i sure nvr do or study..hahahahaha...well gotta get ready..bye2!
turnbacktime ;; 11:39 PM
todays friday and im stuck at home..holy shit..hahaa..so sch ends at 6..took bus home..reach home at 8..haha..don ask y the bus ride is 2 hrs..haha...slept in the bus...damn bored la..hungry also now..trying to make more frens in sch..oh ya,i try not to mention names,but i think u wont be offended if i say this..you are a nobody to me..so everytime i meet u,stop saying im rude or wad fuck..u wanna see my rudeness,?nah,i think better not..stop being so irritating..now i still can take it,but if u go on like that,man,im gonna die man...i am wadever i wanna be ok..no one controls me..
turnbacktime ;; 11:39 PM
the word jus keep on appearing in my mind...her name..such a fucking sweet name..jus like the person..i dono wad to do..ppl,pls help me..the feeling is ther but im jus simply too shy to make it progress..i don even dare to ask for her number..i only talk to her in sch..damn it..y am i so ball less..shit man..she is so sweet man..her smile..hai..i jus don have the confidence that i will get her..furthermore,shes heart broken now..i jus simply donno wad to do..but i really like her.help me..
turnbacktime ;; 11:39 PM
Monday, April 10, 2006
so sat was ok..it rain and it stopped arnd 230?haha..so got ready and i went to skate...very good..feels like old times man..the aaron snyder..haha..den after skating go home rest..whole day on my bed watvhing tv..den yest work..jus nice..reach hm at 11 and the manchester vs arsenal match jus start..watch the game and manchester won 2-0..yea man...all the way..hahaha..today back to sch..teacher taught me algebra..1 on 1..its better that way...hahaha...
turnbacktime ;; 7:50 PM
Friday, April 07, 2006
its like i donno wanna put wad as the title..so hahahahaha will do.lol...so bored.a couple of bastard in sch i jus feel like whacking..ok,in order to avoid misunderstanding with an6y soul out ther,im telling u all wad kind of person i am..when im bored or wad,i wont talk ok..i jus keep quiet.. and i don like to talk,but when i start to talk,u ppl will feel annoy cause only nonsense will come out..i don like to talk to ppl in the morning..so i wont go AROUND SAYING HI OR WAD OK..haha..ya im abit dao la.so lets change the sub..to the gal who took my no. the is no need to be shy la..im shy also..so next time no need to run away when u see me..no matter how u run,the sch is small..we can meet anywhere and anytime..hahaha...
turnbacktime ;; 8:55 PM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
so this morning went to marina bay to play soccer for derrick's team..played striker..so match started and the manager gave me the 1st 11..so played..lots of chances..and the moment came..scored on my debut for the team,Genesis..lead into the 1st half by 1-0..haha..happy..did not play 2nd half..cause tired..so i was rested..but when i re-entered,nearly score my double or even hat trick..saw my shot went over the post with me shooting from 7 metres out?damn.den derricks cross was met by my right leg,but the shot was weak!damn..so we won 3-1 and i went hm..derricks working..den i skate jus now..finally,the debut of my new board..its good..but no wax..the railing was not smooth..damn..
turnbacktime ;; 5:43 PM
Husaini(Husay)
single boy
19
11 February 1988
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soccer.
pool.
skate(i can skate you know)
slacking...hmmm....
pizza and pepsi(great combination)
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shouts;
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