it sucks.seriously sucks big time.it hurts,it hurts big time.omg,wad is happening.no matter wad,i still believe that someday,you and me we will stand strong tgth at the end of time.
have no mood to continue.till then,love u.
babylove,husaini.
turnbacktime ;; 5:13 AM
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
NEVER HURT THE ONE U LOVE MOST.I LEARNT A VERY BIG LESSON AFTER I'VE HURT SOMEONE WHO I LOVE VERY MUCH.SHE WAS SO HURT BY MY ACTIONS THAT I SAW TEARS IN HER EYES.THE FEELING IS SO SUCKY TO SEE SOMEONE U LOVE CRY OR EVEN SHED A TEAR.
BABYLOVE,I'VE MADE PROMISES TO U,SOME CONCERNING THE PRESENT AND LOTS CONCERN OUR FUTURE.I SERIOUSLY WANNA FULFILL MY PROMISES TO U.THOSE ARE NOT EMPTY PROMISES,I'M 20 AND WILL BE 21 EARLY NEXT YEAR.I KNOW HOW TO THINK.I'M NOT LIKE SOME YOUNG PUNK WHICH I WAS LAST TIME.THE PROMISES WHICH I PROMISE U MIGHT SOUND MUSHY WHEN I SAID IT,BUT I SAID IT WITH FULL OF LOVE AND IT CAME FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.SOME MIGHT SAY THINGS IN A SWEET TALK MANNER BUT FOR ME,I REALLY MEAN WHAT I SAID.
LIKE I'VE TOLD U,THE WORD 'I LOVE U' WILL NOT HAVE ANYMORE MEANING WHEN I SAY IT TO OTHER GIRLS IN THE FUTURE AND I DON'T WISH TO SAY IT TO ANY OTHER GIRLS BUT U.I WILL SAY IT FOR THE SAKE OF SAYING CAUSE I'M IN LOVE WITH U AND I DON'T WANT TO SAY 'I LOVE U' TO ANYONE ELSE WITH THE SAME FEEL AS I HAD FOR U.
SOMETIMES PPL PAY FOR THEIR ACTIONS.SOME GO TO JAIL.SOME GET KILLED AND FOR ME,I'M JUS WAITING FOR MY TURN.SOME PPL BELIEVE IN KARMA AND I HAVE TO ADMIT IT,I BELIEVE IN IT TOO.BUT FOR MY CASE,I'M JUS WAITING FOR IT TO HAPPEN TO ME.AND I KNOW WHEN IT HAPPEN,I WILL NOT LIKE IT AND I WILL BE HURT TOO.BUT I THINK THAT IS MY JUS REWARD FOR THE THINGS WHICH I DID AND IN PARTICULAR,HURTING U,THE GIRL WHO I LOVE VERY MUCH.MAYB THE CAUSE OF THE RUNS WHICH I HAVE NOW IS SOME KIND OF PUNISHMENT?WHO KNOWS.
WHEN I'M EXPRESSING MYSELF NOW,I AM CLUELESS ABOUT WHAT U ARE DOING.WATCHING TV?ON UR BED?OR MAYB CURSING ME BUT 1 THING IS FOR SURE,U ARE TAKING TIME OUT TO CALM URSELF DOWN CAUSE THAT IS WAD U TOLD ME.I DON'T BLAME U FOR BEING ANGRY,CAUSE I'VE HURT U AND I KNOW I MADE U REALLY REALLY DISAPPOINTED IN ME CAUSE I DID THE WRONG THING.
BABYLOVE,I WILL NVR EVER DARE TO DO THINGS WHICH WILL HURT U EVER AGAIN.LIKE I SAID TO U BEFORE,I REALLY WANT US TO WORK AND IF POSSIBLE,GO ALL THE WAY.LIKE MY GOOD BRO,JACKIE AND FIONA(but of course not like them exactly.hope u know what i'm saying)U ARE MY BABYLOVE AND THE FACT THAT U ARE MY BABYLOVE,IT WILL NVR EVER CHANGE.WE'RE A PART ON 17 JANUARY 2008 AND THE ONLY THING WHICH WILL MAKE US APART IS DEATH.
WHENEVER U LISTEN TO SONGS AND WOULD SING TO ME SOME OF THE MEANINGFUL LYRICS,IT SERIOUSLY MAKE ME VERY HAPPY EVENTHOUGH ITS FROM A SONG AND NOT U.BUT STILL,ITS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS.FOR EXAMPLE,
NICOLE SCHERZINGER,BABYLOVE: You're Special, Boy It's Your, Your StyleWe So In Love (Lalalalalaaa)Yeeeah We So In Love LalalalalalaaAnd I Just Can't Get EnoughOf Your Lalala LoveYeah Thats All I'm Thinking OfLove, I Want You To KnowYou Are My Baby Love My Baby LoveYou Make The Sun Come UpOhh Boy (Ohh Boy)You're My Every Everything That I Could Ever Dream OfYou Are My Baby Love My Baby LoveYou Make The Sun Come UpOhh Boy (Ohh Boy)You're My Every Everything That I Could Ever Dream OfYou Are My Baby Love My Baby LoveYou Make The Sun Come UpOhh Boy (Ohh Boy)You're My Every Everything That I Could Ever Dream OfYou Are My Baby Love My Baby LoveYou Make The Sun Come UpOhh Boy (Ohh Boy)You're My Every Every Every Everything
GRAIG DAVID,UNBELIEVABLE: It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go, Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall. I feel like you've always been, Forever a part of me.
BABYLOVE,I'M ALWAYS THINKING BOUT U AND WHENEVER U ARE NOT WITH ME,I MISS U BADLY.JUS LIKE NOW.I MISS U AND I LOVE U VERY MUCH BABYLOVE.PLEASE FORGIVE ME AND LETS START THINGS ALL OVER AGAIN.LEAVE THE PAST AND THE BAD MEMORIES,WE'LL JUS TAKE THE GOOD AND MEMORABLE ONES AND LIVE IN OUR OWN WORLD.I LOVE U SAMANTHA BABYLOVE.
LOTS OF LOVE
YOUR BABY,HUSAINI.
turnbacktime ;; 11:31 PM
Sunday, December 16, 2007
waiting for your call.
thats my board and my vans rowley 2=)slept at 6 in the morning yest and woke up at 2.wanted to skate but the cloud was dark so used the com instead.after using for awhile,took a peek outside and decided to skate.got myself prepared,grab my board and off i go.vrooommmmm...
so went to evergreen.it was pack.not with skaters or bikers but with little rascla.all those idiotic bunch of kids.they're not your normal kids.trust me.so after they left,finally got some space to do some tricks.the result of not skating for months/years is a bruised right hip and a swollen right elbow=) (the board took revenge cause i had slammed it earlier to get some yuckky feelings out)
after that,lend a soccer ball from this small kid and started to juggle.haha.damn funny.its like im doing some difficult stuffs and the kids were like so amazed by what i do.hahaha.
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oh and 1 more thing.dont worry.like u said,we will still be best friend.no worries.im not like someone.we're different.you can trust me=)hopefully=(
and you can call me or msg me if you want to.i will always be ther for you.just be happy now.
turnbacktime ;; 2:42 AM
my last post was like how many years ago.too free so decided to do this shit again.i'm back nigga.
well wad should i blog about,hmm.oh work is fun.yea.its been 9 mnths baby.yea.soon will be a year with NewUrbanMale. not a girl ah.don't anyhow think.haha.
last few days was like,work,sch,out,work,sch,out.and its like with the same bunch of ppl=)esp the gg out part.ok shall stop it man.the other day in town cant decide between ben sherman and lacoste.wanted to get both but mum was beside me.so,in order to not get nag,jus smile and walk out.hahaha.hate it when she start to rap.rap=nag.get it?haha.
jus now suddenly came across this song and it goes like this"Look into my eyes,you will see.What you mean to me...".its everything i do,i do it for you by bryan adams.one of the great old songs man.and i really mean it.the lyrics part.understand?nvrm=)
its gonna be the same shit again now.no more special feelings,no more this,no more that.wadever man.stuck this way.the few days that we spent tgth,i will treasure it.for me its special cause i got it all wrong=)"GUNDU = can't differentiate the right signs from the wrong signs"wad to do dey.but its alright.like u said,best friend.
gg malaysia next week for 1 whole week.at first,i wasn't really keen on gg as i will miss that someone.but after tonight,17 December 2007,oh man,im looking forward to it.wanna forget bout it there=)i will miss one of my good friend brother wedding.wad the fcuk.but yea.
hey isyandi,looks like we can celebrate the new year tgth.both don have that special someone.but i will be celebrating with my good frens though.hopefully.
gonna skate tmrw.hopefully its not raining.gotta slam my board hard man.jus like the good old days to get those sucky feeling out!and hopefully im ok after that=)i wanna rock,ROCK!
turnbacktime ;; 1:52 AM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
turnbacktime ;; 12:44 AM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
it was only 630.
a view from the top.
just being myself.a good samaritan!
haha.its cleaning time!
luckily i wasn't caught red handed while i was plucking the leaves to feed mr cow!
oh darling!don't leave me.please.
bestie for life!
here u go.hard labour man.
my new group of frens!
look at my face,im so tired!i need rest!so yest after hist paper went down to esplanade and drank a very expensive cup of coffee.for marc that is.did some business there.haha.fren open business must support la.so after that met wee lee and we headed town to have dinner.there was only josh,wee lee and me.the rest went gym.played pool and headed hm.this morning played soccer at my hse here.only 5 of us.josh,wee lee,eric,hong xing and me.played against other team.after that,headed to amk station to meet up with lyn.she wanted to explore some where new.so she chose clarke quay.i was the tour guide for the day.took some pics.haha.after that went down to mustafa centre to find goh.little did i know that daniel was transferred there as well.shiok.haha.den at 10,they end work and we went hm tgth.can't wait for wednesday huh guys!haha.chee ko pek u all!wahahaha.
turnbacktime ;; 1:11 AM